I find comfort in feeling weighless, I prefer to sometimes be numb because it is easier than confronting my mind. It is easier than trying to determine fact from fiction. It is easier to plead ignorance to bellowing voices of doubt knowing that already things have started to slide. You tell yourself this time it will just be a minor blip. A small moment in time where you relinquished control. You have got this, there is nothing to hide.

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